My perceptions of some matters

时间：2008-11-21 00:00:00  来源：杭州平和  作者：曹娟

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My perceptions of some matters

曹娟

08-11-21

1.social relations:

The contemporary society is filled with sophisticated people...there is nothing else for it but to adapt ourselves to it.As Darwin dictates that the fittest will survive.I recollected that I had promised to be a person of complete integrity all my life,but everything may change as time goes by.We have to be realistic...Anyway,we can't count on our individual endeavour to change the ugly sides of our society...We are supposed to alter ourselves to be a copper coin,which is a frame with a round exterior and a square interior...

2.love:

There being so many things coming forth,I have to rake up the old topic again...On February 28th,the day after Piggy's birthday,I stayed at the dormitory after finishing the last class in the afternoon.To my big surprise,the star bottle made for him last year dropped onto the ground and broke into pieces...Maybe it can indicate

something...really...Being absentminded,I swept the glass and stars and threw all of them into the rabbish can...bye...Snow asked me to keep the stars as they're all right,but still I didn't stop my action.Just like the lollipop earrings,dropped onto the ground and broke...I can't keep them!And I ought to release him!That's the fact!What am I expecting if I keep these beautiful stars?Tears in eyes and a serious pain in my chest...

Several days later,a boy said to me that he had a crush on me and asked me to be his love,I found it ridiculous because we have never met each other in reality,except for chatting and calling."I love your intelligence and your warm-heart!Believe me!It's useless judging a girl by her appearance!"At first,however,from my perspective,he was considerate and humorous,I found myself getting used to his everyday messages gradually,and I even mistook that I have been keen on him.Therefore,I agreed to be his girlfriend on tenth,March.I didn't know this dicision was right or wrong,but I felt extremely strange.At the very midnight,my pencil vase and desk calendar received from Piggy should have dropped onto the ground.It is unbelievable!Why?I was absentminded and filled with mixed feelings all the next morning...At noon,I phoned him and said that I wanted to give up...Frankly speaking,I still consider it incredible no matter what and how he said...It is unreasonable and absurd in such a realistic society...And maybe,I regarded him as a substitute for Piggy...I just tried to forget him depending on loving another person...I was totally wrong!I hate this kind of myself!Nasty and disgusting!So,cook!please forgive me!I didn't mean to hurt you!Maybe love is truly complicated and I'm not suitable to enter this circle!I was wrong from the very beginning...

3.Improve myself and alter myself: 
 

This year,it is going to be different!My new year's resolution contains not only appearance,but also time-arrangements and objectives:

  1.Keep holding on and persevere in my efforts to maintain a slim figure.

  2.Change my hair-style,clothes...in order to follow the fashion.

  3.Take up badminton,newspapers and radio programmes...
 

 4.Read more magazines to enlarge my knowledge.

 5.Stick to my English dream and strive for my postgraduate degree.
 

 编辑：Rebecca